Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Circumstances met nearly seven years

 Happened to meet you, is a coincidence, because when I close my redeployment of Bainaohui happened to you, the first thing you read, you frown, his hands loins, standing not far away. Is this one, I think you kind of sense of the feeling of relief. Is the day your dress and accessories I remember, especially if you wear around the neck of the 'edge', so my life will not forget. Was thus a sense of feeling that drives you want to know you, care for you. Always feel that you and those around me every day, wandering the counter not the same as those boys.

I just do it. The more people after me, the more good to me in every possible way, the more I feel that this person unreliable, because I was a child growing up in rural areas, have not seen much of the world, but also for people who hold a trace of fear, but fear of being someone else's rhetoric and deception, because I'm afraid of hurt, and I can not afford to hurt. May be the reason for this difference, I love you. You came down the stairs looking for me even to buy lunch, head winds, I'm backwards, you carefully by hand from behind I pull down my dress, and a good warm. You can keep your floor in my heart take root.

do not use the city as early as the soil out ways to close your teeth, say to help introduce you to a girlfriend, if you agree with the estimated introduce you to someone else, it is estimated the loss of my mind crazy. Said to himself that Coke. Let you teach me fix this computer, so you pay me playing pool, it is just a pretext. You find an excuse to get along. In fact, I have been a Lu Chi Hou time, but what a lie that I knew, playing pool on the way back but lost his way with you, the last two Luchi with the direction of home are looking backwards! ! ! ! ! ! The results of two bicycle rush home



time I called you brother, I feel better than to call your name made me feel close.

Later we intend to contact, you are not confident to say that you do not have money, you do not have a house, you do not want to get married. Remember I said anything? I said I want to let you make money with. Even if you do not have the money. I will follow you. You remember? Later we

exchanges, and you still say you can not get married, because you can not give me a rich life, you remember what I said? I said I would follow you, I love you, which Payouyitian Chikangyancai, I am willing to follow you, I'm never too you have no money, we two can work together to earn. Also said that if you have money,cheap UGG boots, I would not necessarily choose you! ! ! ! ! Do you remember! ! ! ! !

then you because I went out to Oktoberfest with a man, ignoring your feelings, when you ignore me angrily, have to break up with me when I explain to you again and again that I told no male Moreover, nothing really. You are not willing to believe me, you still decidedly choice and I divided. You know the day I had a separate far-fetched, I can not forget you, the more you want to forget, the more the pain of tough find. Insomnia, dreams, apathetic, lazy, decadent. Know? In order not to let their sleep, restrained myself to you. Whenever grief turned into a diary of your Acacia. My uncle found a road house restaurant downstairs,UGG boots clearance, 6 o'clock, the restaurant near to the road bike I started to work until 7 o'clock at night one or two minutes I was only 10 dollars to the boss, can I really do silly ? One day I had to stare down nearly 60 stores to dollars, have been very tired, dirty and tired that I really care about the 10 dollars?

This day I stayed for half a year do not live this immortal day, I can not stand the heart boil too uncomfortable, because I know that because of you. So six months later I decided to look for you, whether you will hit it a few times in the nails, I do not let me because of this life 'miss you' and regret.

We're together again, and I thank you I like your chances. Because I really want to stay at your side, this is what I expected. Surprisingly, I was diagnosed pregnant, was scared, call should go to the toilet, afraid of being misunderstood, more afraid of my mother knew I would be killed, because we do not have the matchmaker of about, for me, this is very embarrassed. How to pregnant? No wonder was I always felt tired than usual, but also love to sleep. The rest are tired, rest to the tired, however.



My parents are very traditional family values who, according to my mom, my mother side of the whip that night with smoke, has been spinning in the district, to my uncle played for a long time phone, my uncle kept advised my mother. In short my mom to understand, to see how your home to me this pregnancy.

pregnant when I had to aggressive behavior, to put it smashed Bainaohui kill, when I just want to when I needed you most, you can go home earlier to spend time with me, even if just sitting. This was served to you in a fit of anger is not soft, in fact, as early as you would like to apologize to the. 'When are my taxi pick you up at night, you do not want to go home. How I expect you can, take your time to give me a little bit. I'm sorry 'I was wrong, her husband. Should not be so impulsive. You know I get very twisted, I hope not care about.

child is from my mom to be will promise you, you insist let me knock down, really, and if at first you do not my mom, I've thought the worst outcome, that is, My mother took me home beaten half to death, let me leave you. That would really make me if you wiped out of our children is estimated to range you leave me, I would choose to leave you. Know why you have this idea! Fool, though by accident, I was not,UGG boots, because our reason to kill innocent little life. Although there is no birth, nor did the injection of his feelings, at least have a better vision of our more, after all, he belongs to the 'You and I' us. Because was not going to leave you, the hard-won together, but also your children, the mood was comic, but also compassion, joy is that I have your children, sad that I worried about my mother's about face reprimanded. More than lose face.

experience very undesirable finally registered, I finally be your wife, so excited, although with all the ups and downs, or together, and I have your name here, with the copies. I finally had a home, and his beloved people together, I'll follow you forever, I was very excited.

I can not cook, I did not know you, I will not do, even cooking their own food are white water, or a restaurant solution. After you still do not know, but I gradually learned, in order to learn to cook, legs were burning spilled oil, leaving a scar, I did not told you, I am afraid you will laugh at me stupid. Cauliflower because I do not even know how to open. Although do not very good, but I still try to do the mechanics, made for one day and your tastes, this is done every time meal, I ask what you think of the reason. I got a little older, when I did not know you got a little older, as long as my things including my parents, I can not even share, even just touched, I will throw, but I know you then I gradually restrain yourself to adapt slowly free to loose you. I fear other people, but with you, you are not coming home is not a go out, I used to wait for you every day and give you other door, you leave some food, get you a better day to wear the clothes , shoes, and the next day to use the things, even until dawn waiting for you to come back. Lingding drunk when you drink, I will not sleep for, because you will not want to spit in addition to drinking water, will Shuisi the past, other times still call 'water', but you only cry once, is the fear of you thirsty, we will not sleep for, or else it is impossible to pour your own, let alone turned into warm water. When you are sick I will care workers by your side, you cook, delivery of water, snacks, I hope you have enough to drink well, soon. When you forget something out, I gave you are ready, try to do good, hope to make you happy.

You know, I'm not that good memory, when forgetting the East, while forgetting the West, there is always something down, without you I lose myself.

son is so cute, too, like you, you had a lovely and ugly to him like he did not forget, also willing to stick to you, and even delicious, and my mother would have a very but children miss you. I have not the slightest bit sorry for you too, I love you, love my son, we love that little home. But I can not accept you no matter regardless of our home, and you like an outsider, on the sale of the wash. You know I want to retire to be a wife and mother. I want to you tube me, I have my confused and capricious where you do it personally, can be more magnanimous point. In fact, you have to take with me that I would change. I would not like cavity with you, you ever thought about why I is not afraid to offend you? Hand, afraid of offending foreigners? Because we are a people, and Liu Jia is not, so I interfere in your and his co-operation, because I would rather you hate me, I shall not allow others to pit me a man. You do not care for us Nianglia, sometimes I deliberately forced upon the children to you, is the fear of children and old with me, with you rusty, after the discipline he will not listen to your side. I hope you and your child get along, every time I see you Yeliang cooking fun look, I am also very happy. Are used every time you fight just divorce, not too long ago had enough, and who better who to turn to, such words. Eighth generation of ancestors than curse also hurt. . . . . Special network, said the lung injury of liver injury. . . . . Why do not you shoot me more feel better. You once again to the pit of the stomach in such a poke, you do this to me I can not hurt? I can not go?

I'm sorry my husband, please allow me to call you, you have not thought about since the hard-hearted decision to leave was not necessary for you to tears sad. I was feeling a prude, I can afford it to get fit, you obviously know that I do not care, or should you give birth to children. I really blame you Why do not you retain me, you obviously know that I will listen to you. Now left to face you every day and tangled. Would also like to pretend the same feelings as a friend to go and you live in a store. Also as before, even the underwear should I rush for you to wash. Get the kids leave, so they have to consider their children every step. Marriage knowing that you betrayed me, and I stayed at your side. I am a person's eyes do not rub the sand, makes you rub the sand. I am also jealous, I am also a woman, know why I did not go, because I defend your right to my husband. I eventually want to have with you a lifetime. However ------------。 But I'm gone, do not let you carry the debt, I have written to you for only 1,000 yuan child support payments, the remaining 2000 I took with the children living there in 2000, there is paid to you in September 1500 to December 3 months rent you the cost of the counter. Give you a little rest, but I do not let you carry the debt. I have only 500 left to children. The rest are other tenants owe you money.

Yes, I admit that I still care about you, you and I should know that in fact 1,000 which can not arrive in the city where, doing enough, but if you live well, how should I go be practical too! Son is very cute, very smart, I'd have to train him. Smart and lovely light is not enough, people need to survive in this world, you thought about my kids a person's stress, and difficulties. Do not ask you because of the. Reason is that I caused. For the children's education and guidance, supervision and I are under pressure, after all, I am a woman. Difficult to make the best of my son, I'd rather not suffer the pain of his son, but I do not know after a person has no such ability. I just want as soon as possible that I borrowed from my mother paying the money on. I do not want that my parents, because they have paid too much for me, I do not want my parents to speak more later on in life my heart. My mother is crying for we pull, more than once, and you see it in the. In fact, my mother divorced my heart this is not the taste, although my parents hurt their children the same recalled beef hurts the children actually possible to meet, but my mom is sad that the children's mother the day missing father will affect a small child's life, the total would say that the child so small, more pitiful. Niuniu saw my mother would now think of you. Taurus is the second Wang Yao ah. . . . . .

yesterday to call you to ask you love your life? Like you said, I asked you did not okay, you say well, you like now, I ask you: You said this, the face of the son you Kuixin it? You say no loss. I ask you: do this to my conscience and my son better than you think it? You better, you say you are everyone's feelings are the same. See my reply to the message of the bar. I said: If I hold a trace of Li Jing and then you hope, I will not name is Lee, I'll go out in front of your face to the crash. Once at these long time can not quell my hatred for you, really Haohen. I hate you I like them as a person,Discount UGG boots, I hate you put your mind as air. Really have to listen to your look with my ex-wife love drama, I only saw one ending. Hard heart before 6 o'clock yesterday morning by the co-Eye, it is hard to endure the. You say you lack of sleep, I do not much, like to listen to you pull the train class grunt, no opportunity to be listened to. You came to the house I rent my house embarrassment to see it, is not there and you live like a big difference. You say a mess, and that presumably is most appropriate to describe the mess. You can also experience the memory of my bar, love to repeat a word several times. I am neither fire, nor pick up household chores, and mixed it. Reality and there are too many things in my memories you are not careful touch, and touch the heart pain, his cry for a while. Then put them away, empty look at the photo and diary. Wants to hug you cry! ! ! ! ! Is life still miss you, let yourself regret.

you know I love you for you! Did not understand, do not understand, please do not easily say: I had a baby for you, you thank me. Her husband, their children and then not for ordinary people who can easily born.

to this letter a little beauty, but the true feelings I have for you is hard Mingxin. Remember they do not easily let go Quanguo Lin Bohan each other, even if it is nothing to for the child can not be put, can I first put down. I am a loser marriage, ruined my impulse. I want to spend in like you, can I still have a chance? Do not leave regrets to yourself, I hope you will take this as a warning, and can be happy, to the old, because when you look back you are no longer young, and like people spend together is really very happy, very happy thing.

If you ask me to see your weaknesses, and know you can but still obsession, reason is that I never forget you, from the heart and the like, you or the child's biological father, regardless of How do you escape from reality, who is also the parent-child relationship is not replaced, and asked me why I love so strong? That I do not know why, just love. Can and can not say why perseverance is to uphold.

husband I'm sorry I was wrong

'husband,' Please allow the last call you, your space, I planted a potted plant, named 'wife laugh' what should water the plants today, and I poured yellow diamond can give you hope He will never grow

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